El primer escrito: Un grito desesperado

No le entiendo como cambiar la fecha aqui a la madre esta pero bueno. Los 3 primeros escritos que fue lo primero que hice en realidad son en ingles y segun yo son como una especie de ensayos. Solo como unas 5 personas los han leido y los tres los hice bajo los efectos de algun coctel en funcion del dia. No le doy importancia a la forma de mis textos. La ortografia o la syntaxis no me importa y por lo general vas a ver muchos horrores. Aqui lo que importa es el contenido no la forma Asi empieza este cotorreo ahi te va.

La lucha

I have lost my mind. I think there is an evil force working against me but it’s very difficult to prove. They act in magical ways. I have enough magic to perceive their reach but I don’t know how to defend myself.

I am chased by this forces and they test my santicty which I don’t really have but I know I can be able to act like a saint it’s just a lot of work and effort. But I think I have a divine moral compass but I let myself indlulge in human edonistic behaviours. So what I am also an animal not just a man.

I live in a constant schodringer’s experiment. I feel multiple realities happening at the same time. Not just the ones that a most likely to happen I also experience extreme situations where everything sort of clics and It’s a dance of chaos and order but with a malificient angle and hunger for punishment and vengeance.

I try to resonate in the most good spirit manner. But I think now I am old enough that my battles have turned into this. Don’t get me wrong I am still a nomaloid person but I have a crazy lifestyle which I very much appreciate

I get judgment from everyone. Everyone has an opinion about a junkie I sware. They think they know better. Let me tell something that I learned. Nobody knows what the fuck with life. If you want to be derrranged you can do it. It’s in your God given right to do as you might well please. But never forget that is asin. And we will be judged. That’s a little Abrahamic but that’s my best bet. Besides I think myself to be a Christian because I believe the basic stuff about jeusus. There is a recipe for heaven and this is it.

If you recognize that jesus Christ is God our father made flesh and blodd. And if you believe that he died in the cross for our sins and on the third day he came back from the dead.

You’ve got it you are a Christian. So my way of thinkin is that there is most likely and absolute God and he is Yawhe. If you believe that its almost obvious you will be Christian. Jesus is the best moral example in the entire world. That is his role in the whole dogma.

He is inmacculate and a good person.

I try to be like jesus. Humble and friendly and also sort of a teacher. I can think many ways of giving people advice or just a perspective on some subject. And they listen. I don’t have zi;;ions of friend but the one I have they listen.

So I take then in a journey of the mind. In which they can dream, of unobtainable futures for the moment but with the faith in science that we will get there. We will be pseudo Gods.

It’s far fetched but it will happen. I believe it

Muchas gracias a todos mis fans y espectadores. Les deseo ke pasen buena noche y pura buena vibra igual uds son my publico.

Enjoy.

Cesar Nava